one of those days - Page 2

OneSickPsycho · 04-25-2008, 02:10 AM

Today I had a good day. Got my quarterly review... 12 hour day... only vomitted twice...

Rider · 04-25-2008, 09:20 AM

Or you can listen to Hatebreed - Destroy Everything.

Almost everything I listen to is hate music. I feel much better after an hour or so of it.

Like Mud said though.... Sometimes you just need to break shit.. And capping off 200 rounds at the local gun range isnt a bad idea..

Mudpuppy · 04-25-2008, 10:49 AM

yeah somehow destruction makes me feel better..

the chi · 04-25-2008, 12:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ebbs15

Yeah today is one of those days... not really sure what it was... I woke up had a good restfull sleep... but shit just anoyed me from the get go... Rae actually asked me about it when I was talking to her this morning... at that point I didn't feel pissed off or anything... I though she was just missunderstanding me...

but as the day's progressed I've notice EVERYTHING is pissing me the fuck off... I've taken to keeping my mouth shut all fucking day because I know in times like these I tend to loose control of my internal filter and I don't know the people here well enough to get out of it because of "a bad day".

All I can say if THANK FUCKING GOD IT'S FRIDAY! 2 days that I don't have to do shit but sleep and chill...

Methinks I wore off on him, I'm like that all the time lately it seems, even my track day didnt seem to totally dispell it...i've gotten in the habit of hiding in my office lest I rip my receptionists throat out...and for anyone thats actually met me, I usually am mellow and totally in control of my agressive tendencies...but lately, if you even look at me funny I feel like jumping all over ya.

Driving fast and working out hard distract me for a lil bit, so does cursing loudly but thats kinda out most of the time...

Mudpuppy · 04-25-2008, 12:59 PM

yeah i agree driving or riding fast and working out save me for killing anyone..

my admin told me today she avoided me yesterday - she stopped in once or twice to see if she could help but otherwise she knew i was in kill mode.. killswitch engaged..

the chi · 04-25-2008, 01:03 PM

Yeah my office knows pretty much the same thing about me, if that door is closed you are risking your life to knock or open it...

My poor maintenance guys are on eggshells when they come in, they always check first before telling me bad news...never know when I am going to breathe fire...

I try not to ride tho when I am like this, its not really safe...i take risks I really shouldnt...

OneSickPsycho · 04-25-2008, 01:05 PM

Everybody just wants to try to make me feel better... which pisses me off more. You want to help me, get the fuck out of my way.

the chi · 04-25-2008, 01:08 PM

No no, the best one is: "Are you okay? everything alright? whats wrong?"

My response: (used to always be in my head, lately however I tend to verbalize)

"Do i look okay? NO things are NOT fuckin ALRIGHT!! and if I wanted to tell you whats WRONG, i WOULD!!! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!"

I dont know, my skin gets all itchy, my shoulders tighten up and I just want to scream...

OneSickPsycho · 04-25-2008, 01:09 PM

I woke up with a wicked eye twitch today... That should make my looks of death that much more imposing today...

the chi · 04-25-2008, 01:11 PM

This thread is actually making me a tad less cranky...

I'd love to see that eye twitch...i do the blank stare...or the "if you dont leave now, im not responsible for my actions" often mistaken as the "dont you have somethign you need to be doing" look.

04-25-2008, 10:49 AM	#13
Mudpuppy South of Heaven Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: Michigan Moto: 2006 Yamaha R1 50th Anniversary Edition Posts: 1,491	yeah somehow destruction makes me feel better.. __________________ Mudpuppy Redline Superbike http://www.redlinesuperbike.com/ Learn about photography: ATP Members

04-25-2008, 12:59 PM	#15
Mudpuppy South of Heaven Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: Michigan Moto: 2006 Yamaha R1 50th Anniversary Edition Posts: 1,491	yeah i agree driving or riding fast and working out save me for killing anyone.. my admin told me today she avoided me yesterday - she stopped in once or twice to see if she could help but otherwise she knew i was in kill mode.. killswitch engaged.. __________________ Mudpuppy Redline Superbike http://www.redlinesuperbike.com/ Learn about photography: ATP Members

04-25-2008, 02:10 AM	#11
OneSickPsycho Ride Like an Asshole Join Date: Feb 2008 Moto: nothing... Posts: 11,254	Today I had a good day. Got my quarterly review... 12 hour day... only vomitted twice...

04-25-2008, 09:20 AM	#12
Rider Moto GP Star Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 12,156	Or you can listen to Hatebreed - Destroy Everything. Almost everything I listen to is hate music. I feel much better after an hour or so of it. Like Mud said though.... Sometimes you just need to break shit.. And capping off 200 rounds at the local gun range isnt a bad idea..

04-25-2008, 01:05 PM	#17
OneSickPsycho Ride Like an Asshole Join Date: Feb 2008 Moto: nothing... Posts: 11,254	Everybody just wants to try to make me feel better... which pisses me off more. You want to help me, get the fuck out of my way.

04-25-2008, 01:09 PM	#19
OneSickPsycho Ride Like an Asshole Join Date: Feb 2008 Moto: nothing... Posts: 11,254	I woke up with a wicked eye twitch today... That should make my looks of death that much more imposing today...